My Sin

Me & Zhen Qi
Some of the happiest moments of my life

Today, I lost something close to me – my pencil case. I’ve been using it for the past 5 years, and somehow I misplaced it. It was given to me by my ex – Zhen Qi – because I really liked it a lot and she only wanted to make me happy. To me, it continued to represent and remind me of the love that only one so far has specially given away to me. Needless to say, I am devastated. And I don’t even have a photo of it for memory.

I have back-to-back classes this term, and today I was rushing from one classroom to the next and that was probably when I left it behind. I ran back two hours later, but it was gone. It felt like I had let her down by being so careless. Maybe it’s just God’s will, for a whole range of reasons. I just lost a symbol of love; sometimes I just wonder: will I ever have that kind of love again?


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